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http://littlemissexquisite.blogspot.com

goodbye.

edited part,

to my dearest beautiful boyfriend,
i didnt expect to get any message frm you lastnight. but you did text me.
thanks huney. i still love you as ever oke.
&&i miss you badly. goodness. never seen you so worried. heh.
whatever it is,you dont hafta worry about a thing. (; *
hugs&kisses*

ps;if ure reading this, text me as soon oke.
&&do read my othr special notes left for you.
i lovelove you baby,forever&ever. (;


truckloads of love,
izyan.<3

dear diary,

today is not my day.

really, its totally heart-rending today. very very. goodness, study hard last night, slept late& woke up early to study. && guess what? what i study didnt came out. pfft.
&&the damn bus, was early. the bus was late. stupitt.stupitt.
oke, i doubt i'll pass history's paper. *sighsigh*
so im left with malay paper 2 & science,lucky its just mcqs. erghh. looking at the empty seat right in front of me, really scares me sometimes not to slack.
`atika, do come & yarh, prelim is important my dear. ((; dont slack2 aite. tkecre.

oh well, everything dont seem right today. the staining, the ache.
oke, will end it here till further updates.


goodbye readers.
-_-

boyfriend, call me.
imy like hell.
damn it.
ure so so needed now. );

dearestdearest diary.

today was biology & art paper. biology essay was fine. lucky i did memorise the right thing.
as for art, i regret not finishing up 5 SOLID prep work during the weekends. 4 and a half pgs. goodness.

mr anith call us up during our break, he mentioned about the failures. im quite worried laa. and also he called a few names, to have some private talks. and yarh, my name was called up. he said, i didnt wrote down as a result. oke, fcuk.
he also said tht i lost A FEW marks thre. but i aint sure if i failed. i hope i dont.
i really was satisfied with it, *confident laa* wala0.i really want to pass prelims.
pretty please laa.

i dont want to disappoint mama. oh well, if i failed science thre's no need for me to be surprise.
pfftt. damn all these exams.
o levels, two-three-four weeks time.
i really must revise for tomorrow's history paper. MUST MUST. & must not forget 'as a result'.
goodness.

yesterday, mama & papa brought us out for buka.and yes, papa brought us to sakura, at clementi. its really an enclosed place. and its two floor, two floor sakura.&& u can eat whatever you like. woohoo. we reach thre early, and left late. hah. apparently, u can get food at the both stories. heh. guhreat !
i really ate a lot. haha. all the seafood, sushi's, ice-cream, salmons, cakes, chickens.
big-appetite. ((; fuuh. i shall not place any food pictures here laa oke. -_-

irritating brother of mine.
but still lovable though. (;

my mama & papa.
my love.

so yarh. im also done with my batik. after months and months spending my time with this messy batik. i knw, its messy. wala0.



currently tuning to mimpi manis, its really a nice song. hehe.
*stop! engkau mencuri hatiku.*

i miss my super-duper beautiful darlink now.
boyfriend, perhaps i so need you now.
thre's so many things i wna share.
shall meet up soon soon oke.
i love love you baby.


ps; i hate periods.
oke, enough said.

goodbye lovelies.

dearest dearest diary, im back now.

sorry for the lag of updates. since my computer is repaired, im back blogging as usual now. weee~.
i didnt expect myself to be awake early on a sunday morning. oh wells.
many things have happened lately. and yarr, still on prelims mood.
-socialstudies, studied real hard under industrialisation & restructuring. everything went fine. (;weee. happy enough.
-maths paper over, quite hard to manage laa.
-chemistry, will be the death of me. i hate it. i doubt i will pass. haha. but surprisingly i did study for it oke.
-malay paper one, i was emotional. heh. (; for the karangan and all sorts of emosi was out. hah.

so left with biology, art, history, malay paper 2 and science. i hate science. it suck.

basically there were quite haapy moments i had during the one week break. really enjoyed myself. will show some pictures:

`out with girlfriends.
`out with boyfriend.





shopping with bf was great indeed.
haha. though he have to bear with me. *cerewet* haha. thanks dear for tht yellow dress. i love it. and should have taken a picture when we're in yellow. haha. yellow-sayangs. ((;

yesterday was out with bf. i knw. i shoudnt have to. and i must not. i was suppose to stay at home and revise. oh well, his mum invited me over. and i have my reason. i guess i cant control myself frm going out. mama knew about it. haha. (; told her everything.
and yarr, will be rebonding my hair real soon. myb friday. yeay ! i so cant wait. thanks mama, i love you to bits. hope it will turn out nice. keep me company someone? heh.

have not been doing much things lately. sleeping in the afternoon. and studying a lil in the nights. haha. ohh im so restless and weak laa.

today will all be about art and bio. finished 4 pgs for art. need some touch up and finishing up the last piece. bio, i hate science laa. but i'll try aim at least a pass. if possible.
how i wish my o level is not during hari raya festivals. goodness. i really want to finish all the exam mood off. and there i go, enjoying myself non-stop. heh.
going shopping, spending my lovelife as promised, going on a vacation, i want back my ohh-la-la moments.
so many things, so yar, let time run fast. quick quick. i want to clear o levels with satisfying scores. ((;
saya nak pegi poly cepat-cepat.

oke, will be back to update again.

&& happy fasting to all.

truckloads of love,
izyan.

*craving for deng-deng. hees. ((;

dearest diary,

sorry for not updating for weeks. computer, broke down lerr. pfft !
ohh wells, many things have happened.
and yarr, hafta really concentrate on my studies.
so far relationship with bf have been going on smoothly, fortunately. ((=

two weeks of not updating. haha.
will update once my computer is fine.
hopefully soon. gawd.
i miss blogging badly lorr.

-training was great. coach was humorous. haha.
-watching his game was fun.
-studying at airport. it was peaceful. (;
-i need to go shopping soon. saving up still.
well, i dont care. i still need free time. cant be studying for the whole day.
((; myb next weekend. weehuu.
i need new clothes.
-thanks gfs for the listening ears.
ive clear things up btw him.
-planned on cutting down in meeting him often. but cant blame me. we still do meet each othr. haha.
cant resist. i miss him laa.
-prelims soon, excessive stress. boohoo. );

replies;

`hidayu: oke, sorry for not updating. ohh, pc break down laa. i see pretty pics on ur blog.
tkecre girl. <3

`helmie: thanks mie, u&hidayu also. veryvery adorable. ((;
tke good care of her oke.

`zalyna:thanks girl. hees. yesyes, u tkecre too sweets. see u ard. (= *hugs*

enough said.

with much love,
izyan<3

i miss everyone.
i'll get back soon.
as soon as possible.

cintaku.(;
i knw picture not so clear.
ohh well, get me a better camera phone&
thanks.i'll so damn gonna appreciate.

nur juizyan
i do have messy hair.

dear dear diary,

090807
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.
yesterday was a whole lot of fun. i enjoyed myself really. weee~
firstly, i met up with malah,fahmi&bf at khatib mrt. then we head of to marina. oke, it was a total crowd tht i couldnt stand. gawd. headed to marina square, & yarh. malah&fahmi was in jeans.& while me&dear was in black jeans. lol. cutecute. it was so unexpectedly.haha.
bumped into hidayu,helmie,shahidah,rasyid,ridzwan& a few other girls. okehh, bumped into haikel. ohh well. -_-
finding place to eat was a trouble laa. i wanted to have some fastfood. but instead they went to foodcourt.but it was alright. the fastfood was so packed lorr. except for burger king.heh.
didnt really get to see fireworks.ohh well.nevermind.
slacked around.& took pictures. oke, hidayu&helmie cute sangatsangat.
we lost contact wit malah.&since they wanted to walk themselves. so its alright.well, sorry malah.if we kinda leave u both.
wanted to meet up with nina&shida. but well, everyone had their own place to go. so its alright. headed to esplanade. slacked around.had candy floss.ohh hunney, thanks oke. ily. ure so so adorably sweet. bumped into a few similar faces-people like, miza,mas,rahim,farah&seri,ajul&friends. theyre getting older.lol.haha.zareeza(his ex) ohh wadever~.well, she is pretty, white and everything. stopp it okayy. & it hurts me so much to see boys going ooohh, looking at other girls like *terpegun gtk* when they have their innocent lovely girlfriend by their side. goodness.


ohh gawd.
oke, went back to yishun. had our last mrt. lucky us. ohh well, haha. we had to run up the damn escalator to get our last train. lol.
oke, reached home at 4am. goodness. &amp;amp;& haha. bf,ily.
mum&dad was alright with it.haha. ((; luckylucky sia.

now my legs are aching. and dear, haha. u are so funny. ((= he left me laughing&smiling back home. thou we were kinda in a rush. haha.

i want to go out with hidayu&helmie again.! ((= plus malah&fahmi again!
pretty please. ohh triple date seems to be interesting. haha.

ps;TO MALAH&FAHMI., i apologise oke. i feel bad somehow. ohh sorry again u both.
i guess u both did enjoyd yourselves, somewhere else. much more calming place.


100807

today was damn lazy to go out. well, did homeworks, maths & a lil of bio. haha.
not doing malay. thats it. pfft.computer,stop seducing me please.
somehow, i did went out today. went to library with bf. oke, thanks for accompanying me. i so wanted to get a storybook. to kill this free time, im gonna spend tomorrow&sunday. ohh well, gonna spend my time at aunt's house, due to cousins wedding. but its alright. i love it in fact. i can dress prettypretty.&& look like a princess. haha. stop it izyan. *as if~
okayy, BUT THEN, i cant finish my hw. & i hope by reading books it does gonna help.
wednesday, im gonna have my english oral. goodness, someone save me from this.
im not sure what im up to? still slacking aroung. enjoying and stuffs. not realising abt things.
well, i really have made up my mind. im gonna stop all my lovey-dovey,sacrificed all my enjoyments till o levels end.

`bf, i promise u that once my o levels' over, my daily life will be all about you. okehh.
dont worry okeh hun,my love for you is still strong as ever. i have never been more than glad to have you in my life. u even know, mum is so gonna ask about u, every single day. so im glad tht my parents even allow us being together. you have been a charming&truthful boyfriend.yet kinda clumsy.i cant deny i enjoy every little moments that ive shared with you.
i know. u wouldnt be reading this. but i really hope you will. i love you.
* no more quarelling oke.*

hold my hands & dont let go. hug me like barney hugs. *cuddles&kisses are sweet.

`mum give me some privacy.


replies:

`purpledino; ohh yeaa.its nice. having beautiful friends around you is also nice. (; *winks.

`zalyna; 'replied at your blog.'

`malah; girlfriend,im sorry again oke.date? awesome. but better with u both laa. ohh wells. btw awak&dia comel banget.

enough said oke.
im off for now.

with love.

hello dearest diary,

today was ENTERPRISE DAY. assembly was the usual thing. the long announcement&hell stories. makes me go ; WHATEVERR. they're totally crapping.
oke, the performance was okayy. i just cant wait to go down & make profit. lol. me,malah&zahidah went around school with basket of cupcakes,donuts,brownies,chocolate cornflakes,cream cake &candies. ohh well, i enjoyed going around repeating the same sentence to people saying; 'hello, would you like to buy? its very sweet. (; 3 for one dollar.'
oke, after the person have bought it. ; 'okayy, thanks. have a nice day.'
ohh gosh. im so being nice laa. haha.
we went a few rounds of selling those and stopped to look around the stalls & get some stuffs for us.we were tired already. had the hotdog cheese.strawberry chocolate.yumyum. i like.brownies& the COKE FLOAT from 3T2. goodness. i was like complaining; 'ehh asl ice cream dah cair.?'
& he still can say; 'alarh, byk songe pulakk. '
hello. we buy for 2bucks oke. haha. funnyfunny.
also had cupcakes from syakirin sec3 class. that cupcakes looks so intresting&colorful. i love the strawberry. its nice i must say. ((;

went to the haunted mansion. okehh, it was kinda shockingshocking laa. a lil scary. & irritating.
irritating due to some girls tht were shouting non-stop. like wth? relax laa. pfft.
i did push some heads of the ghost. lol. not my fault okayy. she/he was the one scarying me. lol.
haha. after everything, got to knw tht the person i pushed her head was NINA. haha. OMG.
im sorry nina. i didnt knw it was u. i was just too afraid. hah. i cant stop jumping&running around lorr.

having to see her at tht stall makes me go pfft ! she loves bitching around with my bf?. okayy, fine. what goes around,comes around u idiot. i hate her. ohh who cares. i knw, bf&i arent those types tht goes around school together & all sorts. but ilh like hell. so getting jealous its not the issue here. well, every girls will get jealous wadd. so dont blame me for hating u.

i have not been letting anyone knows about this feeling of mine. well except for some closeclose gfs, i get pissed sometimes/maybe all the time, looking at bf ignoring me during school&spending time with bestbestfriends. well, who wouldnt?
its alright with me. but i cant be keeping quiet.&he cant be shy?that must not be the reason. but i dont wana this be the big problem. im fine with it still. just wana let it out. (;

was back home early. was damn exhausted. & tired. went out with mum. okayy, i bought contact lenses. weee~. it wasnt part of my plan to get it today. well, thanks mum. ily.

fooboon&atyra seems to be the sweetsweet couple also laa. ohh gawd. (; haha.
tkecre oke gf. u both sweet sangat.

enough said.

im off to sleep now.
yeay~ im out tomorrow.
bf,ily.imy.


truckloads of love,
izyan<3

xoxo